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I can't help that I'm not always happy. Lately I don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere. I just want to isolate myself. Apparently I get sad a lot and it's annoying. Whatever. I'm hardly ever truly happy anyway. Some time periods I'm more depressed than others I can't help it. When I'm in a funk I'm in a funk. Maybe it's better to be alone so people don't get annoyed with me.

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Terrified

I don't know what I am going to do after I graduate. I feel like I would be so lost in the adult world.  It  is really scary. I'm not ready for this. I still feel like a teenager.

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Moving forward

Decided to start going to see a therapist again. Need a place to express myself. Tired of being depressed feeling alone and isolated.  I need to start working more and saving more money but I feel too tired when I do that. I need to focus on myself.

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