Today was my last first day as an undergraduate. It feels so weird. Last semester I had made many friends from being a group leader. I thought we would all stay close friends because we all shared so much of our lives together. My boyfriend kept telling me it was just a class and it would all end when the semester was over. I kept telling him he was wrong and that I made true bonds with these people. My boyfriend was right. We all hardly talk and when we do talk it is all small talk. We all make plans to hangout and everyone cancels the day of. It sucks that I don't have these close bonds this semester. It really makes me sad.
There are times I really feel alone and that's ok. I will learn to be independent. Maybe I will learn to not care.
I really think it's time to see a therapist again.
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